I guess I was just so afraid of what I might lose, of what I might be missing out on, that I forgot to enjoy what I have.

12.12.11

sucks life

oh my god~ friends are hanging out one by one.. but i, just staying at home like a sucker... some of them keep on complaining how emo they are... how sad they are... how miserable they are.... but no one care for me...

i, had stayed at home for weeks, no hang out, no special events.... i'm not complaining about how pity i am...

i just found out that my life is just sucks.... nothing special at all....

if you think that i have a good sister... YOU ARE WRONG!!!!

i have no good friends... no one i can talk to....

i have many secrets.. some of them are very hurtful.... but i cant share it... because there's no one i can trust...

i need support... but who can give me that???

i'd made a big decision... i want to share it.... but there's no one around me....

i'd told you because i need your support... but your expression make me feel guilty....

everytime i planned it, you destroy it...

everyone think that i'm strong... but i'm not... i'm just a lil tiny piece....

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