I guess I was just so afraid of what I might lose, of what I might be missing out on, that I forgot to enjoy what I have.

5.9.12

end of august

listening to red fm online now and everything suddenly poped out in my mind..things about study,affection between boys and girls :3 and friendship.. and of course things about my own attitude too.

i'm scared to face pmr right now,i know that's my own problem since i'm so lazy to do revision.yeewen used to encourage me to study and scolded me because i always daydreaming haha :P although she's to strict but i know that's the only way to control a person like me B)

now i'm not sitting with yeewen anymore and i found that i'm getting lazier :3 omg,please save me! i know there's 30 days left but i dont know why,i just feel like maybe i should take a rest first then only start my revision.actually,i dont even have the passion to do revision -.-

wong angie aka the lazy fat pig -..-

to be honest,i'm thinking about 'that person'.ya it's true that i'd let go but probably i'm lying if i say that i didn't think about 'that person'. well now i'm telling you what 'that person' did. 'that person' said he loves me and kept on sweet talking to me and bla bla bla.. 'that person' even said that i'm his gf and lalala.. honestly, i NEARLY fall for him but luckily my friends woke me up :P they're my best friends :') brothars,cheeyee and yunyee~ they told me that 'that person' is totally a bad guy! haha LOL

i dont know why he wanted to lie to me,maybe he had some reasons? but seriously,i hate people who tells lie! 'that person' said he doesn't know 'that girl' very well and 'that girl' kept on finding him. and know what, i knew the truth! don't try to lie to me please! you knew there's many people around me and you should know that i trust them more than you! so f**k off duck!

okay, i gotta pull myself off from that topic! uh,feel like punching him right now!

by the way, have you all realized that my attitude changed lately? well, i realized that i didn't talk much now. i don't know why,maybe there's something suffering me and makes me always think about it.. recently,my mom keeps on talking to me and of course i didn't give her any response,i'm so sorry mom~ and the strangest thing is,she automatically talks to me every time after she scolded me,what a strange phenomena LOL! well,i guess this is a good thing for me because i know i shall talk less haha :3 but for my family,that's totally a bad thing because i'm the happy tree of my family! :D the house will suddenly transform into a haunted house because it lacks of my voice :P

about my friends,ya they're getting better now..but someone changed.i think that's my problem but i'm not sure with it haha.i care about her,she helped me to solve lots of problems and now i'm worrying about her.i just wish that i could find a suitable time and talk to her.

lastly,i want to say thank you to my new principle of ARGS :) she gave us lots of supports to make sure that we'll score full As in our PMR examinations. PS:i love the PERMATAKU program sooo much! :P

that's all for today.. i wish that i'll live better :P

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