I guess I was just so afraid of what I might lose, of what I might be missing out on, that I forgot to enjoy what I have.
3.3.13
please heal my heart
fun.-Why Am I The One
Ya right, why am I the one? God, could you please tell me why? 'Thank you' for choosing me, I know I'm special. I guess I'm the only human in the world that didn't go to die under your rack. I was planning not to go for training today but when I got there, I suddenly felt the passion given by basketball, until then only I realized I love basketball like I used to. Even though I was planning to evade it, I still had much of fun during the training until...
Glee-Don't Stop Believin'
Until the coaches came and taught us some new techniques, all the fun has gone. They started to against me. Maybe I really need some negative encouragements, the coaches never praise me before, all they did was just commented on my wrong movement, and this and that. They never try to support me and encourage me... Yes, I know I don't have good appearance, I know my face looks like a bullshit, so what?! It doesn't mean you can judge me by my cover. I bet the bitch will say I was being rude today, I'm sure, so sure, POSITIVELY SURE.
Africa-Toto
Ya, you did it, congratulations! You have succeed to make me jealous! Don't have to be proud, you know me, I can get jealous very easily, even it is just a small thing. You told me how the coaches like you, and blablabla. Ya I saw it today, so what? I know I'm just comforting myself, but I have nothing to do except keep thinking positively. The coaches do like you, I can see it by my own eyes, he likes you too, I won't say that was your tricks, I won't.
Super Junior-Daydream
I had so much pressures today, pressures that given by myself. I deserve it I know. I know I really should start to be a good person, a kind girl, make people like me. But at the same time, I'm so confuse. Should I really do that? Mummy told me to be myself, not being a person who has fake characteristic just to make people like her. I have to live for myself, I have to ignore what they said and what they thought about me. I have to be strong. Strong enough to face more challenges. I got it, god wants me to be stronger, tougher, smarter and be willing to live under pressures, comments and be an independent girl. Alright, I got it now.
Justin Bieber-I Would
I was born to live under pressures. I was born to be strong. I have to take it positively, it probably is good for me. It probably is a road to be a successful person. I don't care what they said and who they are, I only know that I have to be better, I have to be tougher to face them and against them, those who against me at first, they can't beat me down, no one can.
Black Eyed Peas-Where Is The Love
I was born to be alone. This is a fact, no one likes me, so I must be able to face the loneliness. My family always had fun without me, my friends don't even know my existence because all of my friends will turn to be my enemy as soon as I know them, I got no mate, no pets just no one by my side. No one knows what I feel, no one will ever understand me, no one will automatically hug me and ask how do I feel. 'The stronger you are, the weaker your heart is', this is probably describing me.
May Day-我不愿
我不愿眼泪陪你到永恒~Can someone please say that to me? Just once?
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