I guess I was just so afraid of what I might lose, of what I might be missing out on, that I forgot to enjoy what I have.

27.11.13

GUESS WHAT

Yeah guess what. Few days ago, Lyly asked me to have lunch with her today, I starved for hours just to have lunch with her at Espressolab to meet those handsome guys. And, she 'betrayed' me. She told me about how much she dislikes Snakie but she decided to ask Snakie to accompany her to clinic for a medical certificate during Snakie's break time. Yeah great, now I have to have lunch alone again :/ Honestly, I thought about having lunch at Espressolab by myself since I already promised Mark that I would go there today and enjoy the tea time promotion. But, there's lots of reasons that I don't really want to go too. First, I hate to have my meal in a table of more than two seats and of course I'm not a professional bitch so I totally have no idea how to flirt. Second, even thought tea time promotion sounds cheap and attractive, but it still costs almost RM20. Besides, I have to treat them Chatime because I promised them too that I will bring Chatime to them next time if I come for meal. Third, I feel abandoned, I don't have the feeling to go there :/

Anyway, that guy didn't come to work today, I prepared lots of dialogues hoping that I would get a chance to know him or get closer with him BUT he didn't appear today :( Well, I guess my plan with Lyly to go for movie tomorrow will be canceled too since she's sick now. Alright, lesson learned. I had never trusted someone that much quite long but this time, I guess I lost my track and my own sense that I hurt myself again :( Never mind, I'm a optimist, I believe that I can heal fast. Okay okay, Wong Angie, time to wake up, this kind of fun world doesn't belong to you, go back to your boring competitive world.

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