I guess I was just so afraid of what I might lose, of what I might be missing out on, that I forgot to enjoy what I have.

4.12.13

The precious ten days: Day 1

Unfortunately, he didn't come today :( Yesterday, I can't stop thinking about him. I thought about giving up for knowing him, follow my destiny and fulfill my words about willing to give up anything to save my dad's life. But then, I thought, maybe it's a test? Maybe it isn't even the thing that He took from me to save my dad's life.

Last night, I spent the whole night imagining and making up words to talk to him when I have chance. Gratefully, I came up with a perfect plan, a plan that starts with talking to him, knowing him and finally keeping up with him after I finish work. I know, things won't go exactly the way we planned, I just hope that the first part: knowing him, will go smoothly and successfully. Then if he isn't that kind of super duper shy guy, I think I'll have the confidence to know him more. So, the plan has to be postponed. I'll arrive earlier than I ever was starting from tomorrow, then pass by his shop everyday and seek for chances to talk to him. You're right, I'm Wong Angie, the mighty one haha. I will not give up that easily. I will cherish these ten days and find my 'true love'. Even though he might not be, but I just can't let him go, because I have a great feeling on him.

Alright, that's it. Hope tomorrow will be better. I really really want to know him, or maybe, love him. It will be very very great if he has some kind of special feeling towards me too. Then we can live together happily ever after :P

I'm as strong as a lion. No one can beat me down. Not even you.

JAWS

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