I was late this morning. According to my plan, I was supposed to bump into him this morning and talk to him. But, I was late. My dad has been admitted to the hospital so I stayed in the hospital last night to take care of him. I did something which not only made me losing another chance to talk to him and also late for work. But, as I pass by his shop this morning, I didn't see him. Which means he didn't come again today. I start to get nervous now. I'm afraid that he might be retired already. Oh God, my confident level has dropped gao gao! I don't think I can easily heal myself if this plan doesn't work at all. Please, I really really want to know him. Although I don't have that kind of super duper heart pumping feeling when I see him, but I just can't stop thinking about him everyday.
Anyway, Mayven, my senior has just confirmed her job at Nichii Avenue K. I'm quite happy of it actually because finally I have a company for lunch :/ Anyway (again), I realized that now I have more confident to speak English since yesterday I didn't feel anything weird when I was talking with Rishkha in English. Laynisha agreed as well. Yeah, I just hope it can last long. That's it, will try to update the progress soon.
I'm as strong as a lion. I won't give up that easily, I must do what I want to do and what I feel like I have to do.
JAWS
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