I guess I was just so afraid of what I might lose, of what I might be missing out on, that I forgot to enjoy what I have.

15.9.14

Almost there..

47 days left to SPM. Whoosh! I shouldn't be doing this right now. Should have drowned in the ocean of books. ?? Don't ask, I don't know what was that. I'm not good at grammar remember?

Three months to go. After that, I can choose what I like to do. I know this may sound childish and you may want to tell me 'no you fool, it's not like this. Do you think you can just be a happy kid, going for your favorite field? Life is not like this, there's always something you don't like stopping you'. I know, I know all of this. Don't worry, I'm all ready for that.

I wish I could sum up what I did throughout the year with interesting photos and dates. But sorry, I don't write journal, I don't remember them at all! All I remember right now is, two days ago I had a talk with my favorite hottest tutor on Earth, Mr Anwar! :D I really wish we could be friends. He's starting a new business that has something to do with furniture. So, I told him I thought about being an interior designer and he showed me photos of his stocks and chit chatted with me! Well, maybe next class I should ask him to call me if he's hiring and then we will exchange our numbers perhaps? Hah, stop dreaming I should! By the way, I dreamed of him last night oh yeah~

I've planned to do many things during the December holidays. Things such as: get my driving license, travel to somewhere on Earth, go for tuition for the lessons that I've missed last year and enjoy my last December holidays. By the way, did I tell you I got picked for the national service? I'm actually looking forward to that! All I hope is I will not be the first batch otherwise my whole December holidays plan will be disturbed. Praying...

About three weeks ago, I went to watch a movie called Guardians Of The Galaxy, alone. That was my first time watching a movie in the cinema all alone. It was quite fun. Almost can be considered as fantastic if there weren't a pair of couple sitting beside me that time. All I can comment about that movie is, I really really enjoy listening to those old songs played in the movie. It was about a small boy got caught by some people from the outer space. Since then, the boy only listened to the cassette that was with him all the time until he grew up. I like it when the main actor is handsome but he doesn't show off his handsomeness whereas he does stupid actions LOL. 'Come and get your love' by Redbone, 'I'm not in love' by 10cc, 'Fooled around and fell in love' by Elvin Bishop and 'Escape' by Rupert Holmes are ones of the soundtracks of that movie that I strongly recommend you to listen to. :)

Honestly, I'm not with my books now. I'm actually checking out nice dresses for my graduation. :P It's my first time and might be my last time and I really really wish I can be very very pretty on that day. *wink wink* I don't like that kind of feeling. Feeling like I'm ready while I'm actually not. Feeling like I will succeed. Don't worry, I'm truly aware that only practice can get me good results, good instinct does not.

That's all for this time! See you in December maybe? :) Tata!

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