-Savin' Me-
There's a lot to think now. What I should take up for college, my dream and her. One more tragedy happened last week, making my dream harder for me to achieve. MAS is dying now, I guess they won't be having any extra time to think about taking in new batch of cadets.
-Photograph-
I did a lot of computering things recently. Things like editing songs, making few pages of our graduation magazine and shooting photos. Those can be considered as my future career, but it won't be easy because I do not have luck at all. The only thing that I really wished for and was willing to bet all of the luck in my entire life with, is to get into MAS. It's obviously impossible now.
-This Song Saved My Life-
Gosh, She treats me like a prisoner now. She screams at me anytime she wants, she scolds me on anything and almost everything, she doesn't respect me at all, she thinks I'm invisible and stupid, and she thinks I'm a devil. And the other girl, she betrayed me as she told me she will sort these things out but she does not care about them at all! The only thing that I can do now is to be super tolerant and wait until I find something that can drag me away from this house!
-Pipes Of Peace-
Don't you try to blame me, I've already stopped trying to make up to her. I even stopped fighting with her but it seems like she's the one trying to put up a fight. I've tried my best to make jokes but I always failed. I've made up my mind to leave. Of course I do not want to lose my family. But this time, they've gone too far. They do not cherish me at all no matter how hard I try. I'm made up of flesh, I have emotions too, so please don't ever try to take me for granted (you will never have the chance anyway). I mean it. It is always me who tries making up things. I'm tired already.
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