November 2016

-Someone Like You - Adele-

So, November is almost ending. Surprisingly, I am yet to sum up my 2016. If I were to sum it up with only a few words, I would say 

-Heartbreaking

-Newness

-Loved

Couldn't agree more with Adele, sometimes it lasts but sometimes it hurts instead. I do wish nothing but the best for you.

However, no, I will never find someone like you. I thank you for teaching me not to expect things because expectations are what always hurt you the most. You expect to be with him in the future but guess what, it only takes a small click to mess it up.

-How Deep Is Your Love -Bee Gees-

How is it to be loved? Warm, of course. I am not quite sure if I'm really in love with him. It's another him, by the way. God has been treating me so well. He sent me a guardian angel. I had a few sleepless night thinking about how he would react and what he would do if he knew my past. So, I decided to tell him today. In fact, what shocked me the most is that he told me he believes that everyone owns a dark past of themselves. He will only focus on my present and OUR future. 

To be totally honest, I do not buy him. LOL. I really have already stopped expecting things. I still believe that guys will be out of track in some part of their lives. Hey Lin Dan just got busted haha.

-不按牌理出牌 -MP 魔幻力量-

Anyway, that 'newness' really stands for newness, new things. Adjusting to campus life somehow isn't that difficult. After all, I manage to balance myself in between college, assignments, community services, part time job and club activities. 

-Last Christmas -George Michael-

I have done quite many events in the past few months. Proudly, they turned out quite well. Be My Starlight, Be My Starlight Carnival, Fright Night, Lip Sync Battle, 30 Hour Famine and more to come. I cannot tell you how do I adjust myself in between all of these because I totally am the perfect example of the word 'last-minute'. I should be doing my two due-in-two-days assignments right now instead of writing this post.

-Cool -Alesso ft. Roy English-

But I have to share my things. Not because I have to share my new relationship nor to express my recent feelings. But because I had been trying to log into my blog for the past two months because my sister accidentally logged in her gmail and Google kind of chosen hers as primary. Hey, it's not supposed to be personal okay. I'm not pretty I get that. Thanks for reminding but what to do? I've been living with this resting bitch face for nineteen years.

Here's the last song to recommend, Barbaric by Petite Meller! Good night! (Imma get back to assignments)