2020

Whoaaa, it's been a while. A really long one. So, 2020 huh, what a joke. I guess the summary of 2020 is all over Facebook now and you probably don't need me to remind you how bad it is, and what's worse is, we're just half way through :')

I've been staying at home more often than I should be, part of the reason is because I'm doing internship in bf's father's company since mid-mco. So I haven't had lot of chances to hang out with my friends due to the workload and the tiny bit of allowance that I'm living off. Well, the workload is not that much but I just have to keep squeezing out ideas for our Facebook ads, and what to do offline in terms of retailing our products. Truth is, I'm expecting too much from myself. I'm not even that great. And when it comes to talking to people and convincing people to take our products, I literally shrunk! I hate direct selling since day 1 and even though promoting your products is nothing near to direct selling, but MLM sickens me as it creates a bad impression for people when they're just trying to promote a certain product.

On the other hand, scrolling through Instagram watching my friends hanging out almost every day makes me really sad. I tried to channel the emotion into a positive one, by thinking it's just how social media works. They highlight the good and lavish part of people's life, and show you none of the doing house chores, punching time cards or doing excessive workloads for other people's business. And I learn to be grateful and think of how lucky I am to own so many great stuffs and having real self-fulfilling tasks to work on. Of course, it's easier to say than done.

Well, you may ask what kind of 'self-fulfilling' tasks that I working on. There you go:

1. Putting my imported products on hypermarket's rack.

2. Launching my organic vegetables & fruits to hypermarkets.

3. Transforming my bedroom into an office/studio. (I'm half way there)

4. Do pretty product / food flat lay photoshoot in my studio.

Once my organic food company is on track,

5. Getting a decent job with a (pray to god) decent pay.

Wish me luck!