I guess I was just so afraid of what I might lose, of what I might be missing out on, that I forgot to enjoy what I have.

12.1.14

What to do?

What to do now? I have several roads for me to choose for my future. Although most of them aren't really my choices but I still have to force myself to go for it. After SPM, I will have half year to prepare for my next education because I will be getting my results in March and just in case I can't apply full scholarships or get into MAS airline academy, I will go for form 6 in June. So before that, I will work in Singapore for half year to save some money and get some new experiences.

First choice (which I hope the most):
Get a good SPM results - Apply for MAS airline academy - Hooray be a pilot

Second choice (if I cant get into MAS airline academy):
Good SPM results - Apply for full scholarships of any flying academy - Hooray be a pilot

Third choice (if I can't get both of the above):
Get SPM results - Go for form 6 - Try to get full scholarships again for flying academy/ Apply for MAS academy

Fourth choice (if none of any flying academy accepts me):
Before getting my SPM results, try to find a hotel line job in Singapore - Get SPM results - Go for hotel management course in college

Fifth choice (if I can't afford college school fees):
Before getting my SPM results, try to find a hotel line job in Singapore - Get SPM results - Go for form 6 - Apply full scholarships for university

Sixth choice (which is the saddest one):
Get any SPM results - Work

The mega dreaming choice:
While working in Singapore, apply for Singapore schools (college or anything) and full scholarships - mainly choose pilot course or hotel management for backup - Hooray be Singapore parmenant citizen

I know I'm crazy but that's what my mom taught me. 'You have to improve your planning skill'.

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