I guess I was just so afraid of what I might lose, of what I might be missing out on, that I forgot to enjoy what I have.

23.4.14

How are you? I'm fine. :)

How are you? I fine. :D

I did it, I'm more concentrate on studies recently. Did some revision, not really remember what I read, but it's just better than doing nothing like last time. I found that the 'contract' between me and Kayathri is working since none of us wants to treat each other a meal. :P The statement 'If I do not keep my promise, I will treat the opposition a meal (at any price)' really scared us because the Kayathri lost the last bet, she got lower average mark than me.

Speaking of her, I betrayed her last two weeks. I promised her that I would ask teacher to change some of our lines for the sketch since everything was in BM and I really couldn't handle that many lines. But after a serious thought, I realized that it would be better if I don't change anything and teacher was troubled with something during that time. So, I didn't ask teacher for that and during the whole practice session, I felt very guilty and I couldn't even look at her. I didn't tell her the truth. I just let it go and acted like nothing had happened even if she thought that I betrayed her without giving any explanation.

Sitting beside her makes me a little bit more patient and tolerant. I've learned something new, something that can't be explained by words, maybe it's because of I'm suck in English.

Choir screwed up. I don't know whether it's my fault or they're not co-operating. But honestly I really thought it would work. It didn't only make them look down on me, it also made the juniors started to make fun of me. I just hope that this time will work and will be good!

That's is. Enough of time for computer, feeling guilty of wasting time in front of this thingy :P Tata!

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